There are a lot of words that could describe me but I myself are not so sure on how to narrow them down to just a bunch. I guess it's ever-changing, here and there, now and then...a fleeting moment in time that is too soon gone already. I recommend everyone to get their own opinion on me, though I tend to not want to show too much of my entire self. Yet, I remain a fragment in the memories of those I have met or those who happen to stumble upon my ramblings and art on the internet.
There were many times I thought about changing things and even more times I reluctantly stayed the same. Wanting to become the best version of yourself should be something everyone is striving for yet here I am unmoving, unchanging. It could be seen as pitiful by some or just pathetic by others. Sometimes I do wonder if there is an expiration date to these kind of things. That there is one day where it's just over. Sorry, you tried long enough now you can't change anything anymore.
Well, despite this fear I still keep trying, even if I continue to fail. Hope is one hell of a drug.
Either way.....let's see what I am going to do here! If you want to listen to some good tunes, just go here!
There's a lot of things I plan to talk about here, even when it's probably not that wise to mention on the big ol' internet. Yanno, private information and all but hey, I am still kinda anonymous and I do know what I can share or not to have it stay that way. I guess I also did make that mistake to share too much but as I was a nobody(and still am in a way) it didn't really matter.
Either way, It's always best to carefully think about what to share and what not to share. For some it might be obvious but I still wanted to mention it at least.
I am currently in a phase where I redo bits here and there on this page and it might grow as I do! I plan to dedicate more of my time to what I like, this includes coding this site and taking care of it among other things like drawing, linoprinting(which I might do a seperate gallery for once I do enough pieces) and many other things! In a way this website is supposed to bring back my own corner, away from the big social media that makes me feel like everything has to be a contest and something you have to perform constantly on and get praise. But yeah....let's see where this takes me.
The Void Witch(pictured above) began their life as my witchsona back when it was popular to make one on tumblr years ago. I kept them as a persona overall, in the end identifying with them and the entire topic of 'void' and such, overall they can also be described as my voidsona, I guess. I don't really feel comfortable in the concept of what the majority describe as 'being human' yet I am forced to fit in. Thus, the Void Witch is a way for me to be more how I perceive myself.
As a character, the Void Witch is a reclusive centuries old witch who lives in some deep dark magical forest. However, when needed, the door to their shop can appear in any backalley. Their inventory reaches from usual goods needed for witchcraft to weird concepts no one has ever heard of. They share a weird 'not-friendship' with the 'Piemaker' whose bakery finds itself lost from any map yet appears to those who are lost and away from civilization. The Void Witch appears grouchy and desinterested at times, devious and outright hostile at others. It's hard to say in which mood one might find them in, but they're always willing to sell you something.
Creativity: What I enjoy the most is world building and making art, both traditional as well as digital! Nothing makes my heart race faster than being able to let all of my creative juices flow out...rambling about my lore and characters, drawing the concepts, creating new character designs, etc. I've been drawing since an early age already and never really stopped. Sadly I was not able to pursue a job in this field, but maybe it's better this way as I am able to draw and create what I want, without having to conform to ideas and rules from others. One of my favorite media to use is actually linoprint! I sadly had no chance so far to do much but that is about to change. I am looking forward to trying out more such as pyrography.
The Unknown: I have a morbid curiosity with anything inhuman and alike. The dark unknown, supernatural, abberations...the void. It is both terrifying and fascinating at the same time.
Other Interests: flowers, minerals, pastries, grimmdark, Tarot, Mythology, cats, dogs, tattoos, fairy lights, fairytales...
I'm not actively watching/reading everything but I have quite a little list of things. Mainly manga and anime is what I usually consume, have a little list of things that I have watched HERE